its been awhile.. and i'm pretty sure alot of everyone has my spaces and dont like xanga anymore. i dont really like to look at xangas anymore my spaces are kind of funner but i'll always have a xanga because its easy and what i know the best.. lol yeaa. This year hasn't been really that good yet i love my friends but something always seems wrong all the time but i know everything will always work out and if things are bad they'll get better, well its what i always try to think. school sucks its not hard to do but it just always seems like i have to try harder to get good grades even though i know i'm not stupid. and i know i should probally be doing alot better at school but sometimes it doesnt happen but it will cause i want good grades! uhm.. i think thats it i guess.. and blue powerade where have you been all my life? just recently i like blue powerade alot and its good for you, actually i think it makes you fat if you dont use the energy when you drink it. i think i'm going to like do something thats good for me like run on the treadmill cause i havn't done anything good for my health like get in shape for a long time.. but i probally won't end up doing anything like that i'm just talking about it because its what i want to try to do. but im not that motivated untill like a couple months go by and get over 110 pounds. not being mean saying anyone over 110 pounds is fat, thats just fat for me because i've never really been over 100 pounds in my whole life cause i've always been really small. but its probally a good thing if your over 110 pounds if your not me so keep up the good work. okay, i'm going this is really long and stupid.. byeeee. maybe i might put pictures up because the winter dance is coming and i think i'll probally end up going and my friends are sluts and dont wear clothes alot so thats why i like putting pictures up.. lol just kidding but maybe pictures soon so if you read this i guess you could get excited or something.

I'M UPDATING

and i dont have anything to write about..the whole week nothing went on besides some little things i guess nothing special. uhmmm i love wal-mart tho. last night was pretty fun just went to adam's and hung out.. then slept at gina's and woke up real early this morning and came home to get ready for snowbaording but i fell asleep untill 12 so i didnt go. but someone dumped like 25 empty beer cans in the feild next to my house and i just had to go clean it up so if you read this and you dumped empty beer cans in a feild a while ago then your a dumbass.

thats itttt

i'll probally update with some sweet pictures of us last night or i passed out for most of the night but i'll put some pictures up of friendsssssssssssssss kbye.

meg gina and chelsea

again..

BATTLE WOUNDS.. haha retards.

sleeping.

there it is... go to gina's webshots the rest are there
http://community.webshots.com/user/va08gina

byeeeeeeee.

well its sunday and this weekend wasn'tn that bad.. it was pretty okay i guess. my phone hasn't worked for like a whole week now so if you called my phone and left a message or texted me i didnt get it but if i do get it i'll text/call you back when i get the replacement phone in the mail. i went snowboarding yesterday and offically did a 180 and 2 house rails. but thats probally why i can't even barelly move right now because i fell about twice everytime and i'm reaaala sore. but i want to go again todayy, were suposed to but probally maybe won't work out because no one is really serious about going ever besides the 2 people i always go with but we'll seee

i think sometime in the next week should be a reunion time or something with the us dobs, i miss them  i havn't done a whole lot other than snowboard some of the time and just hangout with some people i dont really know all that well but the're nice and fun to be around.. exams are coming up in a couple days. school is alright i hate saturday schools, i have 2 more and a wednesday school so i guess i suck.

i think thats about it.. we kind of talked about it but i'm hoping we take a trip to somewhere other than madriver sometime soon and get place to stay for a couple of days cause if we have a car and someone to drive the car then its all up to us to go i guess so yesss for that. i guess thats itttttttttt

AND pray for it to snow jsut one more time because i want to see snow again

steve is here which makes things better and break is almost over besides newyears..

and then back to school

then whatever..

snowboarding, anybody wanna go anytime?

how about a concert

or something fun

its how it always ends up anyways

and some lyrics..

Slowly the pen touches paper in the guidance of the words that you write
memories roll in of the things you once did
and who you had shared them with is somebody thinking of you
did I bother telling you this with the words that cross teeth and jump lips
a poor choice of words in wanting to tell you anything
but words don't come with ease they're forever my hurt
would it really matter if you were to count the days left with your hands
your focus secure and the loves you left well
smiles staged in photographs

one of my favorite coheed songs <3

april can't come soon enough

school isnt that bad

there is still snow on the ground

friends..

i want something good to happen soon

nothing seems to workout

i need a  job i think but i still have a while..

nothing else.. everything else sucks

just let it happen..i guess

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

yeah thats a good song

EDIT

STEVE IS COMING WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!